When I heard you lost your memory and had no idea who I was, I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. That look you gave me when you walked in at school and I could tell that everything was just a blur. That blank expression you had when we got re-introduced by your friend/my coworker made me feel a little depressed inside. I had no words to express what was going on. In the end you ended up back together with you on/off boyfriend who you were trying to forget. All I could do was watch from a far while your on/off boyfriend attempted to comfort you. Yeah I knew it was wrong to come between you guys but you told me that I shouldn’t worry about it. You always were venting to me about how things were already starting to fall apart because of the stuff he’s done. 

Even though you might not recognize me anymore, I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for all the memories we had this past month. From going to sandys with my friends, watching One Piece, to even just singing random songs together with everyone. It was a great experience to be a part of your life and maybe one day you will remember all the fun times we had together. Yeah, it does hurt knowing that all I did these past couple weeks could be going to waste but all I want for you is to be happy even though it might not be with me. 

Hashtags on Facebook

Hashtags on facebook do absolutely nothing unlike the hashtags on tumblr, instagram, or twitter. At least when you hashtag on tumblr, instagram, or twitter they will lead you to some place else. When people hashtag on facebook, it honestly just sits there and does nothing to help the status. Idk that’s just my thoughts on it.

Honestly…

Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone. I don’t know. It’s just a feeling I get every time I develop feelings for a girl. All the insecurities and doubts always run through my brain, only thinking about the negative aspects of myself. I know this might sound emo but I really don’t care. It’s just the thoughts that run through my brain every time. One day I will get over these insecurities and doubts but for now I need to just figure out who I am. 

Only God can turn:

  • a Mess into a Message
  • a Test into a Testimony
  • a Trial into Triumph
  • a Victim into Victory